I have been very frustrated and dissatisfied lately, frustrated and dissatisfied with my own abilities (or lack of) when it comes to sexually satisfying August.  He hasn’t complained, but I feel like it’s very unfair that he should have to pleasure me and then take care of himself as well.  So recently I decided to do something about it.

I ordered a book online.  How is this going to help me (us)?  It’s not just any book.  It’s Suzi Godson’s Sexploration.  I’ve read nearly a hundred pages, and it’s incredible.  The author, assuming nothing of the reader’s knowledge, starts with the very basics.  Things are explained in detailed yet understandable terms.  There are even diagrams and realistic drawings.  For a curious person such as myself, it is a gold mine of valuable knowledge.

Much of it is very simple, almost common sense.  For example:  I knew before reading this that most of the nerve endings are in the head of the penis, thus making it more sensitive than the rest.  However, it never occurred to me until now that I should be focusing my attention there (as opposed to trying to stimulate the entire shaft, which was what I had been attempting to do up until this point).  But I get it now.  Only an inch of two of penis needs my attention, which is a relief.  I tried this technique on August last night to confirm my new hypothesis, and it worked.  Within mere minutes, he was writhing and gasping and moaning, and then he came so forcefully that it squirt all over his stomach and chest.  Like any good scientist, I will  be testing this hypothesis multiple times to be sure that the result is conclusive.  August has no idea what he’s in store for.  I can’t wait to master giving a hand job so that I can move on to perfecting my oral technique.